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The way they were. 2012, I had a girlfriend and could drink every other night and play video games without getting in trouble. I didn't have to worry about a draconian surveillance law letting government bodies watch every site I go to online. I didn't have to worry about internet censorship by one of the most authoritarian governments we ever had. Legal highs were freely available. I even had friends I would regularly talk to on MSN. I lived in a very nice flat (before Hastoe Park which I stupidly fucked up) which I actually took care of. I went places like the Living Rainforest and Cornwall. Now I have nothing. The only thing I can look forward to at the end of the day is kratom and even that is running out. I hate my life and every day there is less to live. And I know it seems attention seeking, but venting here really helps me get through my problems. I miss the way things were.