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> I have reached the end of my tether. Despite what that rambling old coot Syntax says, I have actually tried hard the past few years.
And I am willing to open up my mind and listen. So Green in a few words please explain what you mean by Actually trying hard
Now IF it was mostly about excess use of alcohol?
I have hired many a former abuser of alcohol and they not only beat that addiction they usually are better employees as a group then those who did not have the addiction. I have only been disappointed just once.
So Green if this is a case of addiction that perhaps at this moment you are sober and are trying to stay sober? And now you are perhaps depressed because of the baggage you now carry?
You and I should talk about this.
Or you can tell me to just fuck off. Not that I will because I value the Human Spirit and all that its able to achieve.
These days I have little time for net play. I got deep in the hole $$$ using Betfair and at this moment I am more than ok with the outcome and may come out ahead depending on how US economy goes. If it goes in the hole I am probably fucked and even then I have a bail out plan.
So in the meantime just for safe harbor I have taken on the management of a huge project. Thousands of people have my back on this so net play has to take a back seat until I get others trained so they are not so dependent on me.
One thing is for sure I will never gamble again and anyone here who does not believe this? Put you money on the table and I will take that bet.
I am working Sat-Sun 7 days a week now but NOT NOT NOT Fri Sat evenings - No way no how
Green damn it man you are English - Your people once ruled the world. Your Genes should at least be able to take charge of your property (body) It may not be the Falklands or Massachusetts as once owned by your ancestors but its your body and you should be able to end up as Crowed King of your domain.
You already have Dreamworks as your servant and Cathy as your IT girl. What more do you need?